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One Direction, Fanfic: Around in circles

Chapter 12:

Bianca’s POV:

Zayn and I were holding hands as we walked to Harry and Louis apartment. We stopped outside their door but before I could knock Zayn pulled me to him and pressed his soft sweet lips on mine. The kiss had my head spinning, and my heart was beating furiously. I loved the feelings that coursed through me; they made me feel even more alive.

He pulled away slightly and leant his forehead against mine, we were both pretty breathless, He smiled at me and I just melted because it was a full on smile with his dimples and everything and it was just too much to handle.

“What was that for?” I asked him, still a little breathless.

“Just cause” he replied smirking.

Suddenly someone knocked on the door from the inside. I looked curiously while Zayn chuckled, Louis yelled “I KNOW YOU’RE OUT THERE MAKING BABIES SO GET DECENT! You have 3 seconds.”

“Oh my god” I muttered burying my face in Zayns shoulder while he laughed.

I heard the door open and leaned back to see Louis there; he winked at me and said “You get dressed fast”

Zayn slapped him on the back of the head and I giggled as he groaned.

Louis pouted and said “I just don’t want to be an uncle so soon!”

This time I smacked him and walked through the door while Zayn just followed me laughing the whole time.

I saw Niall getting something out of the fridge, but before I could say hi, Harry ran past me and yelled “NIALL STOP EATING ALL THE FOOD DAMMIT! You just got here!”

I chuckled and put my bag down in the living room and walked into the kitchen to see Niall and Harry arguing about if it was too early or not to eat food. When they saw me they forgot about their fight and yelled “Bee!” I tackled them into a hug and said innocently “I’m hungry”

Harry groaned and said “Fine go eat all the food, but later tonight if we run out you two are responsible got it?”

“Okay!” Niall and I said smiling widely.

Harry walked out of the kitchen muttering under his breath. When he walked out Niall and I burst out laughing.

“So anything good?” I asked opening the fridge.

“I was going for an ice block” Niall said

“Oh yum!” I said grabbing the strawberry flavored one while Niall grabbed the green one.

“Of course you would pick green” I said teasingly.

Niall smirked and said “An Irishmen wants what he wants”

I chuckled and started eating my ice block. I hopped on the counter and Niall sat next to me. I noticed him staring at me so I looked over and saw a serious look on his face. I mentally groaned, this can’t be good.

“What’s up?” I asked him.

He shrugged and just said “I was wondering how you’ve been, so how are you?” he asked.

“Fine” I replied shrugging.

“Just fine?” Niall asked raising his eyebrows.

Niall always had like a 5^th sense, he knew when something was wrong and he could tell when I was lying really well, better than Zayn.

“What’s wrong with fine?” I asked defensively

“I know what fine means Bianca” he scolded.

“Okay things are not fine, is that what you want to hear?” I asked throwing my hands up in exasperation.

He opened his mouth but got cut off by the yelling in the living room. The boys had started to play Wii.

“What’s wrong?” He asked gently.

I sighed; Niall knew about my cutting, I had told him awhile ago. I hadn’t told anyone else but Niall just understood what I was going through so I told him.

“Everything” I whispered softly, looking at the floor, “Even though I’m dating Zayn and that makes me so happy, but when I get home and I’m all alone it just gets me down. Its hard being an only child I guess but in some ways I’m glad. I wouldn’t want them to have to deal with half the shit I’ve been put through.” I said.

Niall sighed and said “So it’s gotten worse?”

“Yeah. It got better for awhile and I actually thought things were going to be okay, but then dads drinking got worse. I hate it Niall, I hate dealing with it. I don’t want to but I don’t even get a fucking choice, he’s a horrible drunk and mums too in love with him to leave and I’m not coping well at all.” I whispered.

“I was getting along with him, things were normal, I actually felt like I was close to my dad. Then the drinking started again and I just I hate him. I really do, I hate how he can’t not drink, I hate how he acts, and it’s so embarrassing. He embarrasses me but worse he scares me sometimes. I don’t feel safe half the time” I whispered.

I was trying really hard not to cry and Niall noticed and hugged me and said “It’s okay just let it out.”

His fists were clenched and he muttered “I hate the bastard for making you cry, I saw the good side of him when he was sober, but I’ve seen him when he’s drunk and I hate that you have to go through that, I’ll always be here for you. If you don’t feel safe again call me and I’ll pick you up straight away, no matter what.”

“Thanks potato” I said smiling a little.

Niall chuckled and said “You don’t have to make jokes so soon you know”

“I just don’t like talking about this, I feel like shit talking about it so let’s just have a fun night.”

He took his arm off me and jumped off the counter; I followed his actions but went to the sink and washed my face so no one could tell I was crying.

When I dried my face Niall said “That’s a handy trick, I would never be able to tell you’ve been crying” he said honestly shocked.

I laughed and said “I have a lot of tricks up my sleeve”

He frowned and said “I don’t like that” he admitted.

“Why?” I asked

“Because how will I be able to tell if you’ve been upset” He said.

“Niall” I sighed “I would tell you, promise”

“Good” He said smiling at me. “Now let’s go join the Wii game so I can kick your butt”

I scoffed and said “yeah right I’d like to see you try.”

We walked into the living room to see the Harry and Louis in an intense tennis match; they were both waving the Wii remotes widely. I laughed at how serious they were. I looked around and noticed Zayn looked a little tense.

I went and sat next to him and noticed his hand was clenched into a fist.

“Hey you okay?” I asked softly.

He stiffly nodded and I frowned at him.

He sighed and said “I didn’t mean to eavesdrop but I heard what you said about your dad”

“Oh” I replied, I was a bit surprised and wasn’t sure what to say.

“Are you mad at me?” Zayn asked taking my hand in his. “I’m so sorry I just came to get a drink and see if you and Niall were done eating and I heard a little bit.”

“It’s okay, don’t worry about it, I would have told you anyway” I replied.

“I hope you would have” he said seriously.

I rolled my eyes “You know I would.”

The doorbell rang and Niall ran to the door yelling “I’LL GET IT!”

I laughed at how excited he was and he had to run to the door when no one else was even racing him.

Liam and Danielle walked in; I raised my eyebrows at them and said “You guys took your time?”

I saw Zayn waggling his eyebrows at them from the corner of my eye and couldn’t help the giggle that escaped my lips.

Danielle raised her eyebrows at me and Zayn and said “Oh really? You two are gonna play that card?”

“Never mind” I replied quickly.

Niall laughed at my quick response while Liam shook his head at us.

We all lay out our sleeping bags and decided who would be sleeping where. Niall was having the main couch while the rest of us were on mattress in the floor. We were talking, laughing and eating and I was thinking to myself, I love it when we are all together. It just felt special, I always so happy around any of them and when we all together I was just beyond happy. I felt safe, like the sadness that I have to push away couldn’t touch me.

We were all lying down groaning, we were so full from all the junk food we had just eaten but Niall was the only one who was fine.

“I don’t know why you guys are groaning that was great!” Niall said enthusiastically.

We groaned louder and he laughed, “What should we do now?” Liam asked.

“Let’s play that truth game!” Harry said.

“What truth game?” I asked

“The; never have I game!” Louis said.

“Explain it I can’t remember” Liam said

“I think it goes like 1 person will say something they have never done and if any of us have done it we take a shot of something right?” Danielle asked.

“Yeah that’s it!” Harry said.

“We can do shots of coke?” Lou suggested.

“I’m game” Zayn said shrugging.

“Alright let’s get in a circle” Harry said. “Louis get some coke and 8 shot glasses”

Louis got up and hurried to the kitchen while the rest of us got into a circle on all the mattresses.

Louis came back soon and we all took a shot glass, Louis poured coke in them all and we sat them in front of us.

“Okay who’s going first?” Liam asked.

“I will!” Louis said, “Okay, Never have I… been skinny dipping!”

Danielle and Harry drank from their shot glasses, Harry wasn’t a surprise but Danielle was. Even Liam looked surprised. “When did this happen?” he asked.

“Dance camp, two years ago” she said.

Louis refilled their shot glasses and said “okay we’ll go clockwise so Harry your next”

“Never have I…dyed my hair” Harry said.

I was the only one to drink a shot and Louis passed me the bottle to refill it for the next round.

It was now Zayns turn, “Never have I eaten an avocado”

Everyone had a shot and Niall was looking at Zayn in shock “Mate really?!” Niall asked.

“Yup, never tried it” Zayn said.

“Weirdo” Niall muttered.

I chuckled and then when we were all refilling our glasses I was trying to think what I could say since it was my turn.

“Never have I… danced naked” I said

Harry, Louis, Liam, Niall and Zayn all drank their shots while me and Danielle sat there open mouthed.

“What-When-Why?” I spluttered

“We just have” Liam said shrugging.

“Together?” Danielle shrieked laughing.

“Wouldn’t you like to know” Harry said winking.

“Ugh gross Harry let’s just continue the game” I said.

Niall was next, “Never have I had sex!” 

No one drank this time. We all eyed each other to see if we were going to change their minds but nobody made a move for their shot glass.

“Well then I guess it’s my turn” Danielle said.

“Never have I ordered dessert first at a restaurant”

Niall, Zayn, Harry and I drank from our shot glasses.

“Never have I gotten drunk” Liam said.

Niall, Zayn and Louis drank from their shot glasses.

“Never have I got caught wanking” Harry said.

“That’s not true!” Niall yelled, “Remember that time when you thought everyone was sleeping but-“

“OKAY NEVER MIND!” Harry yelled cutting of Niall, “I’ll just count that as mine but since I have done it I’ll drink from my shot glass” Harrys said.

So Harry, Zayn, Liam, Niall and Louis all drank from their glasses.

I burst out laughing when they all drank, “Let me guess, you each have walked in on the other?”

“Yeah pretty much” Niall said shuddering.

“Oh my god.” Is said covering my mouth trying to stop the laughter that was seeping through.

When we had all calmed down Louis said “Never have I…cut before.”

I saw Zayn and Niall glance at me quickly and I froze for a second before I took my shot glass with shaky hands and gulped it down.

I could feel their eyes on me and just quietly refilled my glass. Someone grabbed the shot glass out of my hand and I was crushed from all sides in this massive group hug.

“Guys” I groaned.

They all pulled away and I shifted uncomfortably, I didn’t like being the centre of attention.

“Let’s watch movie?” Zayn suggested shooting me a look.

I smiled at him gratefully and Niall quickly hopped up and started looking for a movie.

We were arguing over Hangover 2 or Bridesmaids but in the end we went with hangover two.

We pushed all the mattress together so we were all lying down in a row; even Niall joined us from the couch.

Zayn put his arm around me and I snuggled into him as we watched the movie.

It was a pretty funny movie but Zayn kept distracting me with little kisses here and there and when he laughed his whole chest would vibrate and his arm was rubbing my side. I was basically trying not to hyperventilate when my focus wasn’t on the TV.

After that movie we decided on Toy Story, well Liam decided but we were too tired to argue, plus we all loved toy story.

I was getting pretty sleepy by the end of the movie and I could already hear Harry softly snoring and Niall munching on some chips.

I yawned and felt Zayn playing with my hair. I knew I was going to fall asleep soon so I tilted my head up and kissed Zayn on his jaw before snuggling into him and said “Goodnight”

I got a loud chorus of “Night!” from around the room and felt Zayn chuckle and hum quietly, the last thing I remember was thinking I wish I could fall asleep in his arms every night. 

DIRECTIONERS: reblog and put your city and country under, and lets see how diverse this fandom really is:

1. the closet, narnia
2. AUCKAND, NEW ZEALAND

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One Direction, Fanfic: Around in circles Chapter 10:

One Direction, Fanfic: Around in circles

Chapter 10:

Bianca’s POV:

I slowly opened my eyes and stretched my body. I loved sleeping in, I thought happily. I turned my head and saw it was a little past 11 in the morning. I got out of bed and stretched again, yawning slightly.

I hoped into the shower and got dressed for the day in some casual clothes, last night was fun. It took my mind of everything and I just talked and laughed with people.

I made my way downstairs and thought I heard my mum and dad whispering, I shrugged it off but when I walked into the kitchen I saw they were at the table and they instantly went quiet when I walked in. Okay that was weird.

“Morning” I said cheerfully

“Good morning sweetie” mum said eyeing me

“You didn’t tell me how your day went with Zayn?” my dad asked

“It was great!” I said my ears turning slightly red from thinking about how he kissed me.

“Are you dating anyone?”Mum asked bluntly

“What?” I asked gulping.

Mum sighed and looked sad so I went over and gave her a quick hug.

“I thought you would tell me when you started dating” she said pouting

“I-I would” I stammered

“You were with Zayn the whole day?” dad asked

I nodded in confirmation and my mum said “Told you!”

I looked at them confused “Guys what’s with the 20 questions?”

Mum looked at me and said “Well I went grocery shopping early this morning and many of the magazines seemed to be talking about the same thing so I bought one to show you”

She grabbed a magazine from behind her and passed it to me. I looked at the cover and the confusion I was feeling was soon replaced with shock and worry.

On the cover of that magazine was a picture of me and Zayn kissing on the boat but they got the back of me so no one would be able to tell it was me unless they knew I was hanging out with Zayn and only a few trusted people knew.

I stood there with my mouth open at the picture. How the hell did they get this? There weren’t any boats close to us and this looked like a close up picture!

My dad answered my unspoken question “Paparazzi have a lot of flash cameras now that can zoom in 200 meters and still get a picture perfect shot.”

I looked at my parents unsure what to say.

My mum looked strangely excited and dad just looked amused by the whole situation.

“So?!” Mum asked.

I scratched the back of my head sheepishly and said “So…?”

“Tell me everything!”She asked gushing

I groaned, “there’s not much too tell” I said innocently shrugging

Mum narrowed her eyes at me and I sighed in defeat. “Okay well I’ve sort of liked Zayn for awhile now but I didn’t say anything to him and turns out he liked me too so we were hanging out on the boat when he told me liked me and that’s when that uh kiss happened” I said referring to the magazine. “Then he asked me to be his girlfriend and we were going to tell you guys and everyone else when he got back because he was leaving the next day and we just wanted to spend time together before he left.” I finished shrugging.

Mum squealed and I jumped in fright, god she was such a teenager at heart sometimes.

“Oh my god I’m gonna go call Trish! We have been waiting for this to happen for god knows how long!” She exclaimed. Trish is Zayns mum, her name is actually Patricia but she’s always gone by Trish as far as I can remember.

I looked at her in shock, “You guys were waiting for us to get together?” I asked incredulously.

She nodded barely containing her excitement. I chuckled, she looked like a little kid on Christmas morning.

My dad started chuckling and said “Yasser owes me 30 bucks”

I gaped at my dad. “You made a bet with Yasser?!” I shrieked. Yasser is Zayns dad.

My dad started laughing and happily replied “You bet I did”

I literally smacked a hand to my face because I was at a total loss for words. Only my parents would have this sort of reaction.

“Oh my god I need to call Zayn!” I said frantically.

I ran upstairs to grab my phone and passed mum who was on the phone with Trish smiling happily. I chuckled at her as I ran into my room and grabbed my phone.

I speed dialed Zayn and it rang once before Zayn picked up instantly.

“Bee!” He said sounding relieved “I was just going to call you!”

“I take it you’ve seen the magazines” I said amusedly

“I have” he said wincing. “The boys are totally gonna have my ass for this” he said sighing.

I laughed quietly and asked him “So how did they react?”

“Well first they were just thumping me on the back congratulating me and when I told them you were my girlfriend there was a lot more thumping and congratulating and Harry proposed a toast over Fanta” he replied amusedly.

“Now though they are currently yelling at me that I should have told them” Zayn finished.

I started laughing but Zayn cut me off and said “You know their gonna yell at you too”

“Crap” I muttered.

“How did your parents take it?” he asked worriedly “Did you tell them we were going to tell them when I got back?”

“Yes Zayn, Don’t worry, they took it surprisingly well.” I said “Oh! Did you know our dads had a bet on when we were going to get together?!” I asked him “And our mums have been apparently waiting for this day for ‘god knows how long’” I said quoting mum.

“What?!” asked Zayn sounding shocked.

I chuckled and replied “I’ll take that as a no then. Well you don’t have to worry, they’re very happy. My mum is currently talking to your mum on the phone”

He laughed and said “I know I was actually talking to my mum on the phone earlier because she saw the magazines and she wanted me to confirm what was going on between us and then she hung up in a rush to talk to your mum”

“Oh my god” I said laughing.

“Oh shit” I heard Zayn curse quietly under his breath.

“What?” I asked worriedly

Suddenly I heard Zayn yell and a lot of shuffling then someone screaming. I held the phone away from my ear sighing as waited for the screaming to stop.

When it stopped I put the phone to my ear, “Hello?” I said

“Bianca how come you didn’t tell me?!” Niall yelled

“Nialler I love you!” I said

“Bee do not even try that” he replied

“But my little potato is mad at me” I said pouting

“I had to find out from a magazine that my best friends are dating” he said seriously

“We were going to tell you guys when you got back, we had only got together the night before!” I exclaimed “I’ll buy you Nandos to make it up to you” I added quickly.

“Alright then we’re good!” Niall said happily “But we need to have a serious chat when I get back missy!”

“Sure I always have time for my little potato” I said seriously.

“Okay now Louis wants to yell you a little bit” Niall said laughing.

I groaned then proceeded to explain to all the boys in turn that we had just gotten together the night before they left and we were planning to tell them when they got back.

I basically had to make it up to them by buying their favorite food.

When I had finished talking to them all I could barely contain my laughter, they all had their turns to complain to me and I promised to make it up to them.

Finally I ended up talking to Zayn again, “My phone bill is defiantly going up this month” I said chuckling

He laughed and said “Well I’m glad everyone knows, Danielle called earlier to say ‘I told you so’”

I giggled and said “Danni would do that”

“You know it’s going to be hard to stay out of the public eye now…”he trailed off.

“Zayn your stuck with me now, you can’t scare me away.” I replied.

He sighed and asked hopefully “So you don’t mind that one day we’ll have to go public and things will get more hectic at first like it did for Liam and Danielle but it eventually calmed down a little.”

“Zayn I don’t mind, I mean it will be weird at first but I’m not going to let that affect our relationship. You’re mine now” I said with a smile

It was silent for awhile before Zayn whispered huskily “I really want to kiss you right now”

I gulped and shivers ran down my back “Don’t tempt me Malik”

He groaned and said “That was such a turn on”

“What? When I said Malik?” I asked him

“Just the way you said it” he replied, his voice kept sending shivers through me.

“I miss you” I said

“I miss you too Bee” he replied.

“I’m kidnapping you when I get back, just you and me, deal?” He asked

“Deal” I replied grinning widely.

I heard someone yelling at Zayn in the background.

“I have to go Bee, I’ll talk you later love,” He said,

“Alright I’ll talk to you later Malik” I said teasingly

“You evil child!” he said

I laughed and said “Love you Malik!”

“Love you too Bee” he replied. “Talk to ya later yeah? Bye Bee”

“Byeeeee” I said.

I hung up and made my way down to the kitchen for some brunch; I made myself a chicken sandwich and ate quickly.

The phone rang and I heard mum shout “I’ll get it” so I shrugged and kept eating.

I was washing my plate when mum walked in with the phone and said “Nate’s on the phone”

“Just a sec” I replied. I dried my hands and took the phone from mum and said “Hello?” while walking up to my room.

“So I saw something interesting on a magazine and after you told me about your day with Zayn you seemed to have forgotten some tiny important details.”

“Nate I was going to tell you when he got back, we had just got together seconds before that photo was taken” I said.

He sighed and said “I feel like we’re drifting apart, you never tell me anything anymore.”

“I’m coming over now” I said

“Wait-what?” he asked but I hung up and made my way downstairs and yelled to anybody that could hear “I’m going to Nate’s house”

“Okay be back for dinner and bring Nate too!” She yelled.

Nate wouldn’t be able to come, his face wouldn’t have healed properly yet.

“I’ll ask!” I yelled as I walked out the door and got into my car and made my way to Nate’s house.

I walked to the front door but before I could knock Nate opened the door and said “It’s not nice to hang up on people”

I sighed, “You wanted to talk, let’s talk.”

He frowned “Okay then” he turned and walked up to his room.

I followed him he went and sat at the bottom end of his bed while I sat at the top and we faced each other.

“So… What did you want to talk about?” I asked lamely.

Nate stared at me and said “Really?!”

“Okay okay well you said you feel like I don’t tell you anything anymore so um well I um got some blades and hid them in my room again.” I said quickly.

Nate froze and it was eerily quiet before he said “Again?”

I haven’t told him about the fight Zayn and I had gotten into that day he came and got me. Man that felt like ages ago.

I gulped and said “Remember that time you came to mine because I was upset and we came back here and I just cried a lot?”

“Yes as much as I wish I could forget I can’t” he replied.

“You want to forget it happened? I asked confused.

He let out a breath, “Bianca I don’t think you realized how upset you were, it freaked me out” He said honestly. “You were so upset and I felt so helpless and I hated seeing you in so much pain.”

“Oh” I said quietly

“Anyway keep going” he said encouragingly

“Well Zayn had come over that day to hang out and I went for a shower and he was sitting on my bed waiting for me and his phone fell down the side of my mattress and he went to get it and he found a slit in the side of my mattress.” I paused for a second, unsure how to continue.

I didn’t even realize Nate had moved so he was sitting right in front of me, knees touching. He had a patient look on his face so I carried on.

“He found some of my blades in the slit, I hadn’t used them in awhile but they were like a safety net for me. He got angry and…and I made him cry Nate” I said, my voice was shaking but I kept going.

“He yelled at me and I was so scared he was going to leave me and I started crying but I can never forget the look on his face when he turned around to look at me. He was crying Nate and it was horrible. I can’t forget the look on his face and it eats away at me! Sometimes at night I dream the fight all over again and I wake up sobbing but I haven’t even told anyone yet, not even him.”

Nate reached out to me and pulled me on his lap and rocked slowly while rubbing my back and said “Don’t cry you’re too pretty.”

I was only crying a little and said “Nate I hate myself so much sometimes. I don’t deserve him but I’m too selfish to give him up” I said sobbing.

Nate grabbed my face in his hands and wiped my tears away and said fiercely “Don’t you dare think that! He’s the lucky one, you’re beautiful, funny, smart and sweet and he’s so damn lucky to be your boyfriend. He’s the lucky one” Nate insisted.

I laughed through my tears and said “You’re just biased”

“So what if I am? I’m just speaking the truth” he said

I sighed and rested my head against his shoulder.

“Bianca can you promise me that if you think about using those blades to call me? Or him” He added gruffly at the end.

“And get rid of those blades, just in case, I’ll come over and check as soon as my face heals.” He said.

It was silent for awhile but then Nate spoke.

“Bianca can you promise me you won’t cut?”

I squirmed uncomfortably and whispered “Why do always ask me this?” I replied frowning.

“Because every time I’m hoping the answer will change” He whispered back.

I sighed and said “I don’t want to make a promise that I might not be able to keep”

“That’s what worries me” he replied.

“It’s fine though things are slowly looking up” I said.

“Yeah you have a boyfriend now” he replied.

“I hope you don’t think that’s the only reason why” I said frowning at him.

He rolled his eyes and said “I don’t but just wondering when is Zayn back?”

“This Saturday” I replied.

“Okay because I got to talk to him.”Nate said casually.

“What? Why?!” I asked

“Man to man chat, don’t worry” he said ruffling my hair.

“Hey!” I said pouting, I hate when he ruffled my hair, it made me feel like a little kid and he knew it.

 He chuckled and hugged me and said “Thanks for today, and sorry I was being a girl with my emotions all over the place and everything”

I laughed and hugged him back “No problem Natalia, probably just your time of the month” I said smirking.

Nate glared at me and said “Way to ruin the moment Bambs”

I chuckled and said “Oh I’m sorry but you were practically asking for it” I exclaimed.

Nate huffed and said “Whatever girlfriend” in a very gay voice.

I clutched my stomach as I burst into laughter and soon Nate joined me.

“Wow Nate, that was a shock, you can come out of the closet now”

He shook his head at me “I am not gay!” He said indignantly

“You sure? There is a really cute gay boy in my dance class and you guys would look so cute together!” I said squealing.

Nate stared at me not looking amused at all; I think this had to be one of my favorite expressions from Nate.

I started laughing again when my phone rang ‘I’m gonna stay Up All Night and-‘I answered the call while getting weird looks from Nate.

“Mums favorite song” I told him and understanding dawned on his face.

“Hey mum” I said

“Hey honey, is Nate coming over to dinner?”

“Uh, I’ll ask him” I replied

“Want to come over to dinner?”

He pointed at his face and shook his head.

“Hey mum Nate won’t be joining us tonight-“

“But definitely another night!” Nate yelled

Mum laughed and said “Tell him I can’t wait! Oh and did you want to go shopping? I saw there were a lot of sales this morning.”

My ears perked up and I replied enthusiastically “I’ll be home soon!”

Mum chuckled and said “Drive safe.” Before hanging up.

“Mum said she can’t wait to see you!” I said smiling at Nate, “And I’m going home so I can go shopping with her! She said there were lots of sales today!” I squealed

I grinned happily I could use some new clothes.

Nate groaned and said “Okay get out before you start talking about clothes”

I chuckled and got off the bed and made my way downstairs with Nate following me.

“I’ll visit you again later, but hurry up and get better so we can get out of your house!”

“Yeah I’ll just tell my face to heal faster, that’ll work” he said sarcastically.

“Grumpy are we?” I said raising my eyebrows.

“You would be too if you were stuck in the house all day.” He said

I gave him a hug and said “Don’t worry I’ll come keep you company”

He smiled and said “Thanks Bambi”

I frowned when he used the nickname but before I could ask him about it again he pushed me out the door and waved widely before yelling “Byeeee!”

I walked to the car shaking my head at him and drove home, excited to go shopping.

I got home and walked into the kitchen to see both mum and Trisha, when they saw me they started squealing and Trisha grabbed me for a hug. I laughed and hugged her back.

“Let’s go shopping and you can tell us all the details!” Mum said

“Yes! I want to make sure my son asked you out properly!” Trish exclaimed.

I groaned, it was going to be a long day. 

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One Direction, Fanfic: Around in circles

Chapter 9:

Bianca’s POV:

When I got home I felt kinda down and went to call Nate when I realized the last time we had talked he got angry and hung up on me. I sighed and bit my lip. I wasn’t sure if I should go over there or call him, I looked around the living room, no one was home, I might as well go see Nate and sort this out because I’m not going to get a good night’s sleep otherwise.

I walked out to my car and drove quickly to Nate’s. I saw his car in the driveway, well at least he’s at home I thought as I parked in behind his car so he couldn’t escape if he really did try. I got out of the car and walked up to his front door and knocked loudly.

When the door opened I gasped at the sight in front of me.

Nate had a black eye and a swollen lip, his face looked pretty bruised. “Nate?” I whispered

“What do you want? He asked harshly

I lifted my hand and with my fingertips I gently brushed his bruised cheek, I saw him relax before he went rigid again and took a step back.

“What happened Nate?” I asked

“Nothing” he said in a monotone voice.

“Who did this to you?” I asked demandingly.

“I don’t need you now. I needed you when I texted you but you were busy” he said bitterly

I instantly felt super guilty. I should have checked my phone but I put it away before I could. I still haven’t read the text message. I felt my eyes tear up, I was a horrible friend but I’m going to fix that.

I walked past Nate and he said “I missed the part where I invited you in”

“I’m not leaving Nate” I said crossing my arms over my chest staring at him.

He looked at me trying to figure out how serious I was, he finally sighed and said “whatever” while closing the front door shut.

I grinned triumphantly and walked into the kitchen and got a bag of peas from the freezer, when I walked into the hallway Nate was still standing in the same place.

“C’mon!” I said grabbing his hand and dragging him upstairs.

I burst into his room still pulling him along and sat on his bed.

He raised his eyebrows at me with a confused look on his face.

“Lie down” I said impatiently

He did as I asked silently and lay his head in my lap. I held the bag of ice on his check and heard him wince. I ran my fingers through his hair, a motion that always made him calm and sleepy just like me.

“Thanks Bambs” he replied sleepily.

“Bambs?” I asked him

“Bambi” he said

“When did you nickname me Bambi?!” I asked incredulously

“When I first met you but I just didn’t tell you” he murmured

“Alrighty then” I said feeling confused

Soon Nate was softly snoring and I kept playing with his soft hair.

I remembered that I should check my phone so I slid it out of my pocket trying to remain as still as possible.

I went to messages and scrolled down till I found an un-opened one from Nate; I opened it and read the message which said “Bianca please call me soon it’s important”

I can’t believe I wasn’t there to help him. I put my phone silent so if anyone tried to contact me it wouldn’t wake Nate up.

I kept playing with his hair and stared at his face, his lip was cut and swollen, his cheek was bruised and his eye was a dark purple. I winced and bit my lip; I can’t believe this happened to him.

I thought about why no one else was home and remembered Nate’s mum and his step-dad went on a small vacation to Thailand as a second honeymoon. Nate’s parents split up when he was 10 because his father was a terrible alcoholic and he could get very violent which scared Leah, Nate’s mum.

I frowned when I tried to think who could have done this to him, at school Nate was pretty popular, he got along with everyone. It was our last year of school too before we headed to university and I’m pretty sure everyone was on good terms with Nate.

“Bianca you’re gonna make your lip start bleeding soon if you don’t stop” Nate said suddenly.

I jolted from surprise and I heard Nate wince, “Shit! Sorry Nate! Oh my god don’t scare me like that!” I said slapping his arm lightly.”

He chuckled and said “You’re too easy”

I frowned at his choice of words.

He seemed to realize how that sounded before he burst out laughing and I soon joined him,

“Your such a dick sometimes you know?” I said

“Sorry my dicks so big-“he started

“Lalalalalallalalalala” I sang loudly covering my ears.

He playfully glared at me and waited till I was done. I slowly removed my hands from my ears to make sure he wasn’t going to continue.

“You done?”Nate asked me plainly.

“Jerk” I muttered

He smirked but then winced which brought me back to who did this to him.

“Nate who did this to you?” I asked him

He froze and said stiffly “Doesn’t matter now just forget it.”

“Nate I’m your best friend and you should know by now I don’t give up” I said glaring at him crossing my arms across my chest trying to look intimidating.

“It’s cute when you try to look intimidating, like a kitten” he mused

I narrowed my eyes at him and said warningly “Nate!”

He sighed and said “You’re not gonna let this go are you?”

“Nope” I said confidently.

“Fine” he said sitting up next to me, he seemed to me getting nervous and slightly agitated because he started clicking his fingers, a nervous habit he had.

I put my hand over his fingers to get him to stop and just waited silently.

Nate started to speak his voice was soft, “I went to visit my dad yesterday while Mum and Brian were away, I wanted to see how he was doing because well he’s still my dad” he said shrugging. “I got there and he was drunk and I tried to help him and put him to bed but” he paused, he was now whispering “He said it was all my fault, he blamed me for the divorce for how his life turned out, he said he should have convinced mum to abort me when he had the chance” His voice broke then and I saw tears running down Nate’s face.

In all the time Nate and I had been friends I had never once seen him cry, ever. Now he was in front of me looking vulnerable as ever and crying. I froze for a second before I felt anger flair up inside me. How dare his jackass of a father say stuff like that?! I was fuming. Nate kept going though, “That’s when he punched me, he said he wished I was never born and he hit me a couple of times. My own father, my flesh and blood hates me; do you know what that feels like? The one person that’s supposed to love you unconditionally doesn’t.”

Nate was still crying silently and I threw my arms around his neck and hugged him tightly.

He wrapped his arms tight around me and buried his face into my neck. His breathing started to slow down and I couldn’t tell if he had stopped crying, my shirt was a little soaked but I didn’t mind. I just held on tightly to Nate and whispered to him “You’re fathers wrong you know. None of that is your fault, and he’s a jackass for saying shit like that. Your mum and Brian love you heaps. Do you know how much your mum treasure you? You mean the world to her”

I hesitated and continued “and you mean the world to me Nate, you’re my best friend and I love you and I don’t know what I would do without you” I said honestly.

“I love you too” he whispered.

We just sat in silence for awhile; I kept hugging him, never wanting to let this precious boy go. I had never seen Nate so hurt, he was always so carefree; I couldn’t even begin to comprehend what he was feeling. I knew if my dad said those things to me I would be so hurt, I shuddered, I couldn’t even imagine it and Nate had gone through that.

Nate pulled away flushing, he looked embarrassed and avoided looking at me.

I sighed and said “Nate? Are you going to tell Leah?” I decided to just change the subject instead.

His face hardened, “No and you can’t tell her” he said pleadingly.

“Pinky Promise?” he asked, holding his pinky out to me.

“Really Nate?” I asked skeptically

“You can’t break a pinky promise” he said

I slowly stretched out my hand and linked my pinky with his as I said “I promise not to tell Leah”

He looked relieved and said “Thanks, it’s just going to cause a lot more trouble than its worth and its okay because I’m not going back anyway.” His voice laced with promise.

“When’s your mum coming back anyway?” I asked glancing at his face.

“In another week, by then this should pretty much be gone” he said referring to his face, “and I can pass it off as me just being stupid.” He finished.

“Okay” I said sighing.

“Anyway we finished discussing my sexy face let’s hear about your evening.”

“What?” I asked him

“How did your day with Zayn go?” he asked

I was thinking about what to tell him when he suddenly grabbed my arm.

“When did this happen?” he asked sharply

I looked at my arm to see what he was looking at and saw a cut; huh I don’t remember getting that.

I shrugged and responded “I don’t actually remember getting that, must have happened while I was with Zayn but I didn’t notice.” because your sexy boyfriend was distracting you I finished silently to myself.

Nate glared at me and said “So you didn’t do this to yourself?”

I narrowed my eyes at him “No Nate I haven’t done it in a long time okay?”

He studied me intensely before relaxing.

“Okay I believe you” he said finally.

“Thanks” I said sarcastically

He shot me a small smile and let out a quiet chuckle.

“As I was asking before how did your day with Zayn go?” he asked.

“It was good” I said smiling fully, momentarily distracted.

“So what was the big surprise?” he asked curiously

“We got our favorite item of food from a bunch of places and then we went and hung out on his uncle’s boat and went for a swim” I said

“Figures rich boy would do that” Nate snorted

“Hey! Don’t even go there Nate!” I said defensively

I hated when people talked bad about Zayn or any of the boys or even Danielle. I was very protective of them.

“Sorry” Nate muttered

“Good boy” I coed patting his head like he was a dog.

He glared at me but I just ignored him and picked up the bag of peas from the bed which were pretty unfrozen by now.

“I’m hungry” I stated

Nate rolled his eyes “Let’s go eat then.”

I got off the bed and walked out of his room, down the stairs and into the kitchen where I put away the bag of peas.

Nate searched the fridge and said “We got leftover pizzas”

“YES!” I screamed.

I heard Nate shuffling some of the stuff around in the fridge and got out a pizza box.

I took the pizza straight out of the box and started eating.

Nate shook his head at me and said “I don’t know how you eat pizza cold!” he said while he put his in the microwave.

I shrugged, I had weird taste buds. Deal with it.

We ate while talking about random things, I always had the most random conversations with Nate I thought amusedly.

When I was feeling pretty stuffed the phone rang and Nate got up to get it.

“Hello?” he said “Oh hey Christine”

I looked at him with confusion, why was mum calling?

Nate nodded to himself at whatever she was saying, I opened my mouth to ask him what my mum wanted when he raised a finger up to silence me.

I huffed loudly and waited impatiently.

“Yeah sure Christine, I’ll tell her, alright, yeah sounds good, alright bye” he hanging up.

I opened my mouth to question Nate but he beat me to it and said “Your mum said to come home she misses you, plus you guys seem to be having a last minute dinner party at yours so I’m guessing she needs your help.”

I groaned, mum and dad were always pretty last minute people and they were always randomly throwing parties.

I got up from the chair and said to Nate “Be right back” I ran to his room and got my handbag and phone and ran back downstairs nearly running into Nate on my way down.

I gave him a big hug and said “I’ll talk to you later okay? Call me if you need anything and I’ll promise to answer” I said feeling really guilty again

Nate groaned and said “Bianca stop beating yourself up, I forgave you so let’s just forget it and move on.”

“Yeah yeah” I muttered, “But really call me whenever okay?”

“Yes Bambs-Bianca” he sang mockingly

I frowned at him, “You never explained to me why I have the nickname bambi?”

He shrugged at me and smiled evilly and said “That’s for me to know and for you to never find out”

“Dick” I said

“Why must you always bring up my dick? I know it’s big and everything but-“

“Ew! Oh my god okay Nate bye I’m leaving” I yelled loudly drowning out whatever else he was saying.

I walked to the out the front door and made my way to the car, Nate waved as I pulled out of his driveway and I drove home.

At least Nate and I were okay now. I just have to get through this party before I can crawl into bed and sleep for a very long time and just get up whenever I want.

Also Zayn will probably call me tomorrow, and I ended up driving home with a small smile on my face the entire time. 

so guise, if i was to do a cover of a 1d song, but from a girls POV, and postd it, which one of you lovelies would listen to it??

ps. sorry if you hate my voice… :(

One Direction, Fanfic: Around in circles Chapter 8:

One Direction, Fanfic: Around in circles

Chapter 8:

Bianca’s POV:

Entering Zayns apartment I felt even more nervous, just calm down this is Zayn I thought. Oh god this is Zayn! How the hell am I supposed to calm down?

“Bee?” Zayn asked waving his hand in front of my face.

“Huh?” I asked looking at him.

“You were pretty spaced out just then, what were you thinking about?” He asked curiously

“Nothing” I answered quickly, oh yeah that was so believable I thought to myself.

Zayns started chuckling and I raised my eyebrows questioningly,

“You were spacing out again” he said, “I think we need to get you to bed” he said walking into his bedroom, I followed him and watched him as he bent over to open one of his draws searching for something.

He does have a fine ass I thought.

Zayn whirled around and stared at me incredulously before bursting out into laughter.

Oh shit, “Did I say that out loud?” I asked him cringingly

“Yeah you did” he said laughing “I’m glad you think my ass is fine”

“Shut up” I grumbled. I mentally face palmed myself for being so stupid, I really do need some sleep.

He was still laughing when he chucked a pair of his boxers and a shirt.

I started changing and when I was done I turned to Zayn who was staring at me with his mouth slightly open, my turn to tease I thought wickedly

I walked up to him and wrapped my arms around his neck and pressed my body against his. I heard him gulp loudly and I tried to keep the smirk off my face. I leant in really slowly and when I was an inch away from his lips I licked my lips and heard him suck in a breath.

 “IS THAT DROOL?!” I yelled.

Zayn leapt in the air and quickly brought his hand to his mouth wiping away the invisible drool. I burst out laughing and backed away clutching my stomach because his expression was priceless. He really fell for that.

“That was not nice” He growled playfully

I couldn’t even respond because I was laughing so much I had tears in my eyes.

“That’s it.” I heard him say

Before I had time to react I was air born and Zayn threw me on the bed and quickly leant over me, his hands were on either side of my head and he didn’t put any weight on my at all because he was holding himself up so I pulled him down and quickly kissed him in hopes to distract him from whatever he planned. He started kissing me back and I felt a grin appear on my face which didn’t last very long.

His hands ran down the sides of my body and I instantly felt warm all over, he rested his hands on my hips and pulled back, staring into my eyes.

I tried to slow down my breathing but his intense gaze wasn’t helping.

“Payback’s a bitch” he said smirking widely

“Oh shit” I gasped, Zayn started tickling and I tried pushing his hands away but he grabbed both my hands and held them above my head with one of his hands while he continued to tickle me.

“Please stop” I said laughing as I tried to squirm away

“Zayn!” I said breathlessly.

“Only if you say ‘Zayn is the sexiest person ever and I can totally understand why he checks himself out’ you have to say that” Zayn said

“Okay okay but you have to stop tickling me so I can say it!” I said                         

He stopped tickling me and I sighed in relief and quickly said “Zayn is the sexiest person ever and I can totally understand why he checks himself out.”

He laughed and smiled down at me wickedly “I quite like the position we’re in” he said raising his eyebrows.

“Pervert” I said rolling my eyes

He laughed and said “You know you love it”. He got up off me and went to grab some clothes to change in; I closed my eyes and lay on my back. I didn’t want to start hyperventilating again when he removed his clothes; there was just so much a girl could handle.

I heard him switch of the lights and felt the bed dip. He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me to him. I turned on my side so my back was to him and he was now spooning me.

I felt him bury his face in my hair and asked him “Why do you always do that?”

“I just love the smell of it” he said simply

“Like how Niall loves the smell of Nandos” I said chuckling

He laughed quietly and replied “Just like that”

It was quiet for awhile and Zayn started playing with my hair, something that always made me sleepy and he knew it.

“Zayn stop you’re gonna make me fall asleep” I said yawning “See!” I told him.

“I just like playing with it though” he said

“That’s what she said” I blurted

He burst out laughing and I could feel his chest vibrate, he then sighed and tightened his grip around me “I’m going to miss you heaps this week”

I turned to face him and put my hand on his cheek, it was pretty dark but I could just make out his face “I’m going to miss you even more” I said pecking his lips.

“Good” He said with a smile, “Don’t forget me while I’m gone” he replied

I scoffed “Impossible” I murmured

Zayns smile grew even wider and my heart started beating a lot faster I was sure he could hear it.

He kissed my forehead and said “Go to sleep beautiful, I’ll have a big breakfast ready for us in the morning”

I smiled at that and snuggled into his arms and shut my eyes.

 I woke up in the morning and stretched out my arms and legs with a big yawn. I felt around the bed with my eyes closed and frowned when I didn’t find Zayn.

“It would help if you opened your eyes” Zayn said chuckling.

I opened my eyes slowly and saw Zayn in the doorway holding a tray of food, he made his way to the bed and I sat up and rested my back on the headboard. He put the tray on my lap then slipped in under the covers and sat right next to me.

“Chocolate chip pancakes with apple juice” he said

“You remembered?” I said incredulously  

“Of course what sort of boyfriend would I be if I didn’t” he said

I smile and quickly leant in to kiss him, it was supposed to be a peck but it lasted a bit longer than that.

Zayn drew back and breathlessly said “Better eat now before it gets cold”

I was glad I wasn’t the only one who was got really affected after kissing him.

I started eating the pancakes and let out a moan “Oh my god Zayn this is amazayn” I said winking at him but he didn’t register what I said.

“Zayn?” I asked waving a hand in front of his face.

“Don’t do that again” he said

“What?” I asked

He muttered something under his breath and let out a breath “When you moaned it started to um have an effect on me” he mumbled

Affect on him? Oh. OH!

I started giggling and Zayn shot me a glare which made me giggle even more.

“Beeeee!” He complained

“Oh Zayn” I said with a moan

I felt him stiffen next to me.

“Bianca…” he said warningly

 I started laughing and he said “I’ll take away those pancakes!” he threatened.

I quickly shut up and started stuffing the pancakes in my mouth; I finished quickly and gulped my apple juice down. Before I could get out of bed Zayn took the tray from me and said you go get changed and I’ll wash the dishes.

“No you made breakfast let me wash the dishes” I argued

“Bianca, my house my rules” he replied

I sighed, “Stubborn boy” I muttered.

He grinned cheekily and walked out. 

I changed quickly back into my clothes from the previous day, I glanced at the clock and saw it was 10am, I walked out of the room only to bump into Zayn. His arms shot out to catch me and he steadied me before saying “I’m going to change I’ll be out in a sec.” He let go off my arms and I missed the sudden contact.

Oh god I’m becoming such a sap. I shook my head and walked into the kitchen, I saw some of the dishes were drying so I got a towel and started drying them and putting them away.

When I put away the last fork I turned around and nearly jumped out of my skin. I put my heart to my chest to keep to from jumping out.

“Zayn are you trying to scare me to death?!” I demanded

He chuckled and said “Sorry I thought you heard me walk in.

“Obviously” I said. He ignored me and walked up to me and pulled me to him and kissed me.

 I stood their frozen for a second from shock then started kissing him back. I could feel the desperation in his kiss, he would be gone for a whole week which doesn’t sound long but for me and Zayn it felt long.

He was kissing me so passionately I literally was thinking about making him late for his flight and dragging him to his bedroom.

Suddenly his phone rang “HARRYS COCK IS BIGGER THEN YOURS! YES IT IS!”

I jumped in the air and Zayn cursed under his breath and reached for his phone from his pocket and said “Harry you’re so dead.”

I couldn’t hear what Harry said but Zayn replied “You’re lucky it didn’t go off in a public place you idiot! When did you even change it?!”

Zayn sighed and said “Yes I’m about leave with Bianca now”

Zayn started laughing and said “Go for it” he held out his phone to me and said “You can go sit in the car I just have to lock up and get my last bag”

“Sure” I said easily and took the phone from Zayn and put it to my ear “Harry?” I asked as I walked out of Zayns apartment to the elevator.

“Bianca! How was your night?” he asked, his voice held a double meaning and I replied “Harry get your mind out of the gutter you dirty boy!”

He laughed and said “You used protection at least though? I’m too young to be an uncle” he said

“Harry shut up.” I said my ears turning red

“Oh you didn’t deny it!” he sang

“Harry we didn’t use protection because we didn’t do anything last night” I said

“Sure sure” he replied as I walked out of the elevator, I got to the car and sat in the passenger seat and waited for Zayn, still on the phone with Harry.

“Did you and Louis get up to anything? How is my favorite gay couple?” I teased

“Oh shut up” he muttered

I laughed and sang “You’re not denying anything happened!”

“Ugh I’ll see you at the studio Bee”

“Sure Sure” I said mockingly trying to hold back my laughter

I heard him sigh before he said “You’re so gonna get it when I see you”

“Bye Hazza!” I said cheerfully

The boot opened and Zayn put his last bag in before he came up to the driving seat. He started the car and made his way to the studio.

I turned to put the radio on and ‘Take me down’ came on, me and Zayn grinned at each other, this was our shower song. We started singing loudly and before I knew it the song came to an end.

This time ‘Let me love you’ came on, I turned to Zayn and said “Okay this is getting weird” he chuckled and started singing while I just rested my head back and listened to him sing.

I always got goose bumps after he sang and I felt all tingly, I loved Zayn singing, he sounded so beautiful.

We soon reached the studio and saw all the boys and Danielle were already there.

We got out of the car and Louis screamed “Finally!”

The others laughed and I nudged Louis playfully, “Drama queen” I sang

“You know it sister” he said

I burst out laughing and turned to Harry and winked at him.

He frowned at me and mouthed “No” I started giggling when Zayn wrapped his arms around my waist. I leaned back into him and saw Danielle eyeing us curiously with a knowing smile on her face.

When the guy’s bodyguards made sure all the bags were in the van we all got in and the drive to the airport started.

Everyone was talking and I just sort of sat back and watched amusedly.

I felt Zayns eyes on me and I gave his hand a quick squeeze before I turned to Danielle and started talking to her.

When the driver got sick of our loud laughter he put on the radio but then we all started singing very loudly, it was great. We were soon at the airport because the driver drove really quickly.

Everything was moving really fast and before I knew it we were at the departure gate. Liam and Danielle were hugging and he gave her a last kiss, I hugged all the boys in turn and last I got to Zayn.

Danielle suddenly got all the boys attention and turned back to give me a wink. I smiled back widely and turned to Zayn who rested his forehead against mine.

“Well looks like Danielle figured that out fast” he said chuckling.

I chuckled quietly but soon it was quiet again. I looked into Zayns eyes and quickly leant in and kissed him. Zayn threw his arms around me and kissed me back, his lips moving hurriedly against mine. When he pulled away he buried his face into my hair and I pressed my face into his neck and breathed in.

I heard Danielle yelling at Louis and chuckled pulling away. Soon the boys were walking through the gate waving widely. I waved back smiling. Zayn was the last to walk though and he blew me a kiss which made my heart beat faster. I blew him one back and saw him grin widely before he walked out of sight.

I sighed and turned to Danielle who gave me hug and said “Don’t worry, it gets easier” she said

“I hope so” I replied.

My phone buzzed meaning I had a new message; I read it and couldn’t stop the smile appearing on my face. It was from Zayn and it said “I already miss your beautiful face, just be ready for date number 2 when I get back. Love you J xx”

I quickly replied “Miss your sexy face already ;) I can’t wait! Love you too Zayn J xx”

I linked arms with Danielle feeling much better and said “You’re right, time will fly and they’ll be back soon”

She smiled at me encouragingly “You bet” she said

We walked out of the airport and I glanced back before making my way to the van.

“Just one week” I reminded myself.