Really i’ll end up looking like this:
And One Direction will be like:
AND I’LL BE LIKE LOVE ME:
Tutor: How are those direction boys?
Me: Their good!
Tutor: Have they come out of the closet yet?
Me: *sigh* Not yet no.
Tutor: Oh that's a shame.
Me: Who do you think is gay by the way?
Tutor: Well quite frankly they all look gay but this one *points to Harry* looks suspicious. But he's the youngest so that might be misleading. Oh this one for sure! *points to Louis* Look at what he's wearing for starters! Definently gay!
Tutor: Was i wrong?
Me: I worship the ground you walk on.
Me:Oh wait your serious?
Directionater: Yah ohemgee i love them soooo much! Lewis-
cuz whats happening is that there are heaps of new “directioners” now, after the US tour etc etc. and its not that we hate them or anything, we cant hate them if they love the same thing we do = the boys, but its just that they are a lot newer. they dont know the boys the same way we do/ for as long as we have. we have been with them, thru everything (xfactor, 1st single, album, brit) and now all of a sudden, there are/ will be heaps of new directioners who arent really the original ones. so our old fandom wont really be the same, we will have heaps of new people who wont really be the same as the old ‘uns.
but we still welcome the new directioners! hello to them! and good luck also to them. they are the lucky ones, they get a chance to begin falling in love with the boys all over again.
i hope they enjoy it just as much as we did.
i hope they fall in love with the boys more and more everyday just as we still do.
i hope they will not be the directionater type- that they will love each boy for what he is, and continue loving everything about them (even if he get a haircut or a new girlfriend- no hating!)
and i hope mostly that we continue to stay the big directioner family that we are :D
so RIP old fandom. and i hope that together (directioners unite) we can make the newer fandom even more special for the new directioners.
One Direction, Fanfic: Around in circles
Zayn and I were holding hands as we walked to Harry and Louis apartment. We stopped outside their door but before I could knock Zayn pulled me to him and pressed his soft sweet lips on mine. The kiss had my head spinning, and my heart was beating furiously. I loved the feelings that coursed through me; they made me feel even more alive.
He pulled away slightly and leant his forehead against mine, we were both pretty breathless, He smiled at me and I just melted because it was a full on smile with his dimples and everything and it was just too much to handle.
“What was that for?” I asked him, still a little breathless.
“Just cause” he replied smirking.
Suddenly someone knocked on the door from the inside. I looked curiously while Zayn chuckled, Louis yelled “I KNOW YOU’RE OUT THERE MAKING BABIES SO GET DECENT! You have 3 seconds.”
“Oh my god” I muttered burying my face in Zayns shoulder while he laughed.
I heard the door open and leaned back to see Louis there; he winked at me and said “You get dressed fast”
Zayn slapped him on the back of the head and I giggled as he groaned.
Louis pouted and said “I just don’t want to be an uncle so soon!”
This time I smacked him and walked through the door while Zayn just followed me laughing the whole time.
I saw Niall getting something out of the fridge, but before I could say hi, Harry ran past me and yelled “NIALL STOP EATING ALL THE FOOD DAMMIT! You just got here!”
I chuckled and put my bag down in the living room and walked into the kitchen to see Niall and Harry arguing about if it was too early or not to eat food. When they saw me they forgot about their fight and yelled “Bee!” I tackled them into a hug and said innocently “I’m hungry”
Harry groaned and said “Fine go eat all the food, but later tonight if we run out you two are responsible got it?”
“Okay!” Niall and I said smiling widely.
Harry walked out of the kitchen muttering under his breath. When he walked out Niall and I burst out laughing.
“So anything good?” I asked opening the fridge.
“I was going for an ice block” Niall said
“Oh yum!” I said grabbing the strawberry flavored one while Niall grabbed the green one.
“Of course you would pick green” I said teasingly.
Niall smirked and said “An Irishmen wants what he wants”
I chuckled and started eating my ice block. I hopped on the counter and Niall sat next to me. I noticed him staring at me so I looked over and saw a serious look on his face. I mentally groaned, this can’t be good.
“What’s up?” I asked him.
He shrugged and just said “I was wondering how you’ve been, so how are you?” he asked.
“Fine” I replied shrugging.
“Just fine?” Niall asked raising his eyebrows.
Niall always had like a 5th sense, he knew when something was wrong and he could tell when I was lying really well, better than Zayn.
“What’s wrong with fine?” I asked defensively
“I know what fine means Bianca” he scolded.
“Okay things are not fine, is that what you want to hear?” I asked throwing my hands up in exasperation.
He opened his mouth but got cut off by the yelling in the living room. The boys had started to play Wii.
“What’s wrong?” He asked gently.
I sighed; Niall knew about my cutting, I had told him awhile ago. I hadn’t told anyone else but Niall just understood what I was going through so I told him.
“Everything” I whispered softly, looking at the floor, “Even though I’m dating Zayn and that makes me so happy, but when I get home and I’m all alone it just gets me down. Its hard being an only child I guess but in some ways I’m glad. I wouldn’t want them to have to deal with half the shit I’ve been put through.” I said.
Niall sighed and said “So it’s gotten worse?”
“Yeah. It got better for awhile and I actually thought things were going to be okay, but then dads drinking got worse. I hate it Niall, I hate dealing with it. I don’t want to but I don’t even get a fucking choice, he’s a horrible drunk and mums too in love with him to leave and I’m not coping well at all.” I whispered.
“I was getting along with him, things were normal, I actually felt like I was close to my dad. Then the drinking started again and I just I hate him. I really do, I hate how he can’t not drink, I hate how he acts, and it’s so embarrassing. He embarrasses me but worse he scares me sometimes. I don’t feel safe half the time” I whispered.
I was trying really hard not to cry and Niall noticed and hugged me and said “It’s okay just let it out.”
His fists were clenched and he muttered “I hate the bastard for making you cry, I saw the good side of him when he was sober, but I’ve seen him when he’s drunk and I hate that you have to go through that, I’ll always be here for you. If you don’t feel safe again call me and I’ll pick you up straight away, no matter what.”
“Thanks potato” I said smiling a little.
Niall chuckled and said “You don’t have to make jokes so soon you know”
“I just don’t like talking about this, I feel like shit talking about it so let’s just have a fun night.”
He took his arm off me and jumped off the counter; I followed his actions but went to the sink and washed my face so no one could tell I was crying.
When I dried my face Niall said “That’s a handy trick, I would never be able to tell you’ve been crying” he said honestly shocked.
I laughed and said “I have a lot of tricks up my sleeve”
He frowned and said “I don’t like that” he admitted.
“Why?” I asked
“Because how will I be able to tell if you’ve been upset” He said.
“Niall” I sighed “I would tell you, promise”
“Good” He said smiling at me. “Now let’s go join the Wii game so I can kick your butt”
I scoffed and said “yeah right I’d like to see you try.”
We walked into the living room to see the Harry and Louis in an intense tennis match; they were both waving the Wii remotes widely. I laughed at how serious they were. I looked around and noticed Zayn looked a little tense.
I went and sat next to him and noticed his hand was clenched into a fist.
“Hey you okay?” I asked softly.
He stiffly nodded and I frowned at him.
He sighed and said “I didn’t mean to eavesdrop but I heard what you said about your dad”
“Oh” I replied, I was a bit surprised and wasn’t sure what to say.
“Are you mad at me?” Zayn asked taking my hand in his. “I’m so sorry I just came to get a drink and see if you and Niall were done eating and I heard a little bit.”
“It’s okay, don’t worry about it, I would have told you anyway” I replied.
“I hope you would have” he said seriously.
I rolled my eyes “You know I would.”
The doorbell rang and Niall ran to the door yelling “I’LL GET IT!”
I laughed at how excited he was and he had to run to the door when no one else was even racing him.
Liam and Danielle walked in; I raised my eyebrows at them and said “You guys took your time?”
I saw Zayn waggling his eyebrows at them from the corner of my eye and couldn’t help the giggle that escaped my lips.
Danielle raised her eyebrows at me and Zayn and said “Oh really? You two are gonna play that card?”
“Never mind” I replied quickly.
Niall laughed at my quick response while Liam shook his head at us.
We all lay out our sleeping bags and decided who would be sleeping where. Niall was having the main couch while the rest of us were on mattress in the floor. We were talking, laughing and eating and I was thinking to myself, I love it when we are all together. It just felt special, I always so happy around any of them and when we all together I was just beyond happy. I felt safe, like the sadness that I have to push away couldn’t touch me.
We were all lying down groaning, we were so full from all the junk food we had just eaten but Niall was the only one who was fine.
“I don’t know why you guys are groaning that was great!” Niall said enthusiastically.
We groaned louder and he laughed, “What should we do now?” Liam asked.
“Let’s play that truth game!” Harry said.
“What truth game?” I asked
“The; never have I game!” Louis said.
“Explain it I can’t remember” Liam said
“I think it goes like 1 person will say something they have never done and if any of us have done it we take a shot of something right?” Danielle asked.
“Yeah that’s it!” Harry said.
“We can do shots of coke?” Lou suggested.
“I’m game” Zayn said shrugging.
“Alright let’s get in a circle” Harry said. “Louis get some coke and 8 shot glasses”
Louis got up and hurried to the kitchen while the rest of us got into a circle on all the mattresses.
Louis came back soon and we all took a shot glass, Louis poured coke in them all and we sat them in front of us.
“Okay who’s going first?” Liam asked.
“I will!” Louis said, “Okay, Never have I… been skinny dipping!”
Danielle and Harry drank from their shot glasses, Harry wasn’t a surprise but Danielle was. Even Liam looked surprised. “When did this happen?” he asked.
“Dance camp, two years ago” she said.
Louis refilled their shot glasses and said “okay we’ll go clockwise so Harry your next”
“Never have I…dyed my hair” Harry said.
I was the only one to drink a shot and Louis passed me the bottle to refill it for the next round.
It was now Zayns turn, “Never have I eaten an avocado”
Everyone had a shot and Niall was looking at Zayn in shock “Mate really?!” Niall asked.
“Yup, never tried it” Zayn said.
“Weirdo” Niall muttered.
I chuckled and then when we were all refilling our glasses I was trying to think what I could say since it was my turn.
“Never have I… danced naked” I said
Harry, Louis, Liam, Niall and Zayn all drank their shots while me and Danielle sat there open mouthed.
“What-When-Why?” I spluttered
“We just have” Liam said shrugging.
“Together?” Danielle shrieked laughing.
“Wouldn’t you like to know” Harry said winking.
“Ugh gross Harry let’s just continue the game” I said.
Niall was next, “Never have I had sex!”
No one drank this time. We all eyed each other to see if we were going to change their minds but nobody made a move for their shot glass.
“Well then I guess it’s my turn” Danielle said.
“Never have I ordered dessert first at a restaurant”
Niall, Zayn, Harry and I drank from our shot glasses.
“Never have I gotten drunk” Liam said.
Niall, Zayn and Louis drank from their shot glasses.
“Never have I got caught wanking” Harry said.
“That’s not true!” Niall yelled, “Remember that time when you thought everyone was sleeping but-“
“OKAY NEVER MIND!” Harry yelled cutting of Niall, “I’ll just count that as mine but since I have done it I’ll drink from my shot glass” Harrys said.
So Harry, Zayn, Liam, Niall and Louis all drank from their glasses.
I burst out laughing when they all drank, “Let me guess, you each have walked in on the other?”
“Yeah pretty much” Niall said shuddering.
“Oh my god.” Is said covering my mouth trying to stop the laughter that was seeping through.
When we had all calmed down Louis said “Never have I…cut before.”
I saw Zayn and Niall glance at me quickly and I froze for a second before I took my shot glass with shaky hands and gulped it down.
I could feel their eyes on me and just quietly refilled my glass. Someone grabbed the shot glass out of my hand and I was crushed from all sides in this massive group hug.
“Guys” I groaned.
They all pulled away and I shifted uncomfortably, I didn’t like being the centre of attention.
“Let’s watch movie?” Zayn suggested shooting me a look.
I smiled at him gratefully and Niall quickly hopped up and started looking for a movie.
We were arguing over Hangover 2 or Bridesmaids but in the end we went with hangover two.
We pushed all the mattress together so we were all lying down in a row; even Niall joined us from the couch.
Zayn put his arm around me and I snuggled into him as we watched the movie.
It was a pretty funny movie but Zayn kept distracting me with little kisses here and there and when he laughed his whole chest would vibrate and his arm was rubbing my side. I was basically trying not to hyperventilate when my focus wasn’t on the TV.
After that movie we decided on Toy Story, well Liam decided but we were too tired to argue, plus we all loved toy story.
I was getting pretty sleepy by the end of the movie and I could already hear Harry softly snoring and Niall munching on some chips.
I yawned and felt Zayn playing with my hair. I knew I was going to fall asleep soon so I tilted my head up and kissed Zayn on his jaw before snuggling into him and said “Goodnight”
I got a loud chorus of “Night!” from around the room and felt Zayn chuckle and hum quietly, the last thing I remember was thinking I wish I could fall asleep in his arms every night.
One Direction, Fanfic: Around in circles
When I got home I felt kinda down and went to call Nate when I realized the last time we had talked he got angry and hung up on me. I sighed and bit my lip. I wasn’t sure if I should go over there or call him, I looked around the living room, no one was home, I might as well go see Nate and sort this out because I’m not going to get a good night’s sleep otherwise.
I walked out to my car and drove quickly to Nate’s. I saw his car in the driveway, well at least he’s at home I thought as I parked in behind his car so he couldn’t escape if he really did try. I got out of the car and walked up to his front door and knocked loudly.
When the door opened I gasped at the sight in front of me.
Nate had a black eye and a swollen lip, his face looked pretty bruised. “Nate?” I whispered
“What do you want? He asked harshly
I lifted my hand and with my fingertips I gently brushed his bruised cheek, I saw him relax before he went rigid again and took a step back.
“What happened Nate?” I asked
“Nothing” he said in a monotone voice.
“Who did this to you?” I asked demandingly.
“I don’t need you now. I needed you when I texted you but you were busy” he said bitterly
I instantly felt super guilty. I should have checked my phone but I put it away before I could. I still haven’t read the text message. I felt my eyes tear up, I was a horrible friend but I’m going to fix that.
I walked past Nate and he said “I missed the part where I invited you in”
“I’m not leaving Nate” I said crossing my arms over my chest staring at him.
He looked at me trying to figure out how serious I was, he finally sighed and said “whatever” while closing the front door shut.
I grinned triumphantly and walked into the kitchen and got a bag of peas from the freezer, when I walked into the hallway Nate was still standing in the same place.
“C’mon!” I said grabbing his hand and dragging him upstairs.
I burst into his room still pulling him along and sat on his bed.
He raised his eyebrows at me with a confused look on his face.
“Lie down” I said impatiently
He did as I asked silently and lay his head in my lap. I held the bag of ice on his check and heard him wince. I ran my fingers through his hair, a motion that always made him calm and sleepy just like me.
“Thanks Bambs” he replied sleepily.
“Bambs?” I asked him
“Bambi” he said
“When did you nickname me Bambi?!” I asked incredulously
“When I first met you but I just didn’t tell you” he murmured
“Alrighty then” I said feeling confused
Soon Nate was softly snoring and I kept playing with his soft hair.
I remembered that I should check my phone so I slid it out of my pocket trying to remain as still as possible.
I went to messages and scrolled down till I found an un-opened one from Nate; I opened it and read the message which said “Bianca please call me soon it’s important”
I can’t believe I wasn’t there to help him. I put my phone silent so if anyone tried to contact me it wouldn’t wake Nate up.
I kept playing with his hair and stared at his face, his lip was cut and swollen, his cheek was bruised and his eye was a dark purple. I winced and bit my lip; I can’t believe this happened to him.
I thought about why no one else was home and remembered Nate’s mum and his step-dad went on a small vacation to Thailand as a second honeymoon. Nate’s parents split up when he was 10 because his father was a terrible alcoholic and he could get very violent which scared Leah, Nate’s mum.
I frowned when I tried to think who could have done this to him, at school Nate was pretty popular, he got along with everyone. It was our last year of school too before we headed to university and I’m pretty sure everyone was on good terms with Nate.
“Bianca you’re gonna make your lip start bleeding soon if you don’t stop” Nate said suddenly.
I jolted from surprise and I heard Nate wince, “Shit! Sorry Nate! Oh my god don’t scare me like that!” I said slapping his arm lightly.”
He chuckled and said “You’re too easy”
I frowned at his choice of words.
He seemed to realize how that sounded before he burst out laughing and I soon joined him,
“Your such a dick sometimes you know?” I said
“Sorry my dicks so big-“he started
“Lalalalalallalalalala” I sang loudly covering my ears.
He playfully glared at me and waited till I was done. I slowly removed my hands from my ears to make sure he wasn’t going to continue.
“You done?”Nate asked me plainly.
“Jerk” I muttered
He smirked but then winced which brought me back to who did this to him.
“Nate who did this to you?” I asked him
He froze and said stiffly “Doesn’t matter now just forget it.”
“Nate I’m your best friend and you should know by now I don’t give up” I said glaring at him crossing my arms across my chest trying to look intimidating.
“It’s cute when you try to look intimidating, like a kitten” he mused
I narrowed my eyes at him and said warningly “Nate!”
He sighed and said “You’re not gonna let this go are you?”
“Nope” I said confidently.
“Fine” he said sitting up next to me, he seemed to me getting nervous and slightly agitated because he started clicking his fingers, a nervous habit he had.
I put my hand over his fingers to get him to stop and just waited silently.
Nate started to speak his voice was soft, “I went to visit my dad yesterday while Mum and Brian were away, I wanted to see how he was doing because well he’s still my dad” he said shrugging. “I got there and he was drunk and I tried to help him and put him to bed but” he paused, he was now whispering “He said it was all my fault, he blamed me for the divorce for how his life turned out, he said he should have convinced mum to abort me when he had the chance” His voice broke then and I saw tears running down Nate’s face.
In all the time Nate and I had been friends I had never once seen him cry, ever. Now he was in front of me looking vulnerable as ever and crying. I froze for a second before I felt anger flair up inside me. How dare his jackass of a father say stuff like that?! I was fuming. Nate kept going though, “That’s when he punched me, he said he wished I was never born and he hit me a couple of times. My own father, my flesh and blood hates me; do you know what that feels like? The one person that’s supposed to love you unconditionally doesn’t.”
Nate was still crying silently and I threw my arms around his neck and hugged him tightly.
He wrapped his arms tight around me and buried his face into my neck. His breathing started to slow down and I couldn’t tell if he had stopped crying, my shirt was a little soaked but I didn’t mind. I just held on tightly to Nate and whispered to him “You’re fathers wrong you know. None of that is your fault, and he’s a jackass for saying shit like that. Your mum and Brian love you heaps. Do you know how much your mum treasure you? You mean the world to her”
I hesitated and continued “and you mean the world to me Nate, you’re my best friend and I love you and I don’t know what I would do without you” I said honestly.
“I love you too” he whispered.
We just sat in silence for awhile; I kept hugging him, never wanting to let this precious boy go. I had never seen Nate so hurt, he was always so carefree; I couldn’t even begin to comprehend what he was feeling. I knew if my dad said those things to me I would be so hurt, I shuddered, I couldn’t even imagine it and Nate had gone through that.
Nate pulled away flushing, he looked embarrassed and avoided looking at me.
I sighed and said “Nate? Are you going to tell Leah?” I decided to just change the subject instead.
His face hardened, “No and you can’t tell her” he said pleadingly.
“Pinky Promise?” he asked, holding his pinky out to me.
“Really Nate?” I asked skeptically
“You can’t break a pinky promise” he said
I slowly stretched out my hand and linked my pinky with his as I said “I promise not to tell Leah”
He looked relieved and said “Thanks, it’s just going to cause a lot more trouble than its worth and its okay because I’m not going back anyway.” His voice laced with promise.
“When’s your mum coming back anyway?” I asked glancing at his face.
“In another week, by then this should pretty much be gone” he said referring to his face, “and I can pass it off as me just being stupid.” He finished.
“Okay” I said sighing.
“Anyway we finished discussing my sexy face let’s hear about your evening.”
“What?” I asked him
“How did your day with Zayn go?” he asked
I was thinking about what to tell him when he suddenly grabbed my arm.
“When did this happen?” he asked sharply
I looked at my arm to see what he was looking at and saw a cut; huh I don’t remember getting that.
I shrugged and responded “I don’t actually remember getting that, must have happened while I was with Zayn but I didn’t notice.” because your sexy boyfriend was distracting you I finished silently to myself.
Nate glared at me and said “So you didn’t do this to yourself?”
I narrowed my eyes at him “No Nate I haven’t done it in a long time okay?”
He studied me intensely before relaxing.
“Okay I believe you” he said finally.
“Thanks” I said sarcastically
He shot me a small smile and let out a quiet chuckle.
“As I was asking before how did your day with Zayn go?” he asked.
“It was good” I said smiling fully, momentarily distracted.
“So what was the big surprise?” he asked curiously
“We got our favorite item of food from a bunch of places and then we went and hung out on his uncle’s boat and went for a swim” I said
“Figures rich boy would do that” Nate snorted
“Hey! Don’t even go there Nate!” I said defensively
I hated when people talked bad about Zayn or any of the boys or even Danielle. I was very protective of them.
“Sorry” Nate muttered
“Good boy” I coed patting his head like he was a dog.
He glared at me but I just ignored him and picked up the bag of peas from the bed which were pretty unfrozen by now.
“I’m hungry” I stated
Nate rolled his eyes “Let’s go eat then.”
I got off the bed and walked out of his room, down the stairs and into the kitchen where I put away the bag of peas.
Nate searched the fridge and said “We got leftover pizzas”
“YES!” I screamed.
I heard Nate shuffling some of the stuff around in the fridge and got out a pizza box.
I took the pizza straight out of the box and started eating.
Nate shook his head at me and said “I don’t know how you eat pizza cold!” he said while he put his in the microwave.
I shrugged, I had weird taste buds. Deal with it.
We ate while talking about random things, I always had the most random conversations with Nate I thought amusedly.
When I was feeling pretty stuffed the phone rang and Nate got up to get it.
“Hello?” he said “Oh hey Christine”
I looked at him with confusion, why was mum calling?
Nate nodded to himself at whatever she was saying, I opened my mouth to ask him what my mum wanted when he raised a finger up to silence me.
I huffed loudly and waited impatiently.
“Yeah sure Christine, I’ll tell her, alright, yeah sounds good, alright bye” he hanging up.
I opened my mouth to question Nate but he beat me to it and said “Your mum said to come home she misses you, plus you guys seem to be having a last minute dinner party at yours so I’m guessing she needs your help.”
I groaned, mum and dad were always pretty last minute people and they were always randomly throwing parties.
I got up from the chair and said to Nate “Be right back” I ran to his room and got my handbag and phone and ran back downstairs nearly running into Nate on my way down.
I gave him a big hug and said “I’ll talk to you later okay? Call me if you need anything and I’ll promise to answer” I said feeling really guilty again
Nate groaned and said “Bianca stop beating yourself up, I forgave you so let’s just forget it and move on.”
“Yeah yeah” I muttered, “But really call me whenever okay?”
“Yes Bambs-Bianca” he sang mockingly
I frowned at him, “You never explained to me why I have the nickname bambi?”
He shrugged at me and smiled evilly and said “That’s for me to know and for you to never find out”
“Dick” I said
“Why must you always bring up my dick? I know it’s big and everything but-“
“Ew! Oh my god okay Nate bye I’m leaving” I yelled loudly drowning out whatever else he was saying.
I walked to the out the front door and made my way to the car, Nate waved as I pulled out of his driveway and I drove home.
At least Nate and I were okay now. I just have to get through this party before I can crawl into bed and sleep for a very long time and just get up whenever I want.
Also Zayn will probably call me tomorrow, and I ended up driving home with a small smile on my face the entire time.
ps. sorry if you hate my voice… :(
“Oh. My. God.” I said standing there in shock
“What you said” Nate replied trying to hold in his laughter
I couldn’t help it I burst out laughing because in front of me were Louis and Harry wearing matching skirts and tank tops with bras OVER the tops as well as some very colorful eye shadow.
I looked over at Nate who was laughing so hard he had tears in his eyes
I looked back at Harry and Lou and ran to them and gave them a big hug, the boys wrapped their arms around me and lifted me in the air, I squeaked and held on tighter till I felt my feet touch the floor again and took a step back.
Nate cleared his throat
“OH!” I said “Guys this Nate, Nate this is Harry and Louis”
Nate stuck out his hand and shook hands with both Harry and Louis
“Come on in” said Harry moving aside so we could walk through the threshold
I walked in with Nate following closely behind, I turned to Lou who was walking beside me and asked him “Why in the world are you guys dressed like that?”
“Me and Harry lost a bet” he grunted
I started laughing but quickly turned it into a coughing fit when both the boys started glaring at me.
Nate let out a cough that suspiciously sounded like a chuckle.
Suddenly I was air born as someone’s arms wrapped around me from behind lifting me into the air and then putting me back down. I spun around as soon as I was back on the ground, what was it with the boys lifting me every time!
Niall stood in front of me with a big grin on his face,
“Nialler! How’s my little potato doing?” I said in a baby Irish voice while pinching his cheeks.
“Oww! Biancaaa” Niall complained.
His eyes narrowed while Nate asked “little potato?”
Nialls attention then diverted to Nate as if noticing him for the first time,
“Niall this is Nate, Nate meet Niall” I said waving my hands around
Suddenly Liam came out of the kitchen, I quickly started waving and Liam came over and greeted me with a hug, “Hey Bianca” Liam said, he looked at Nate then back at me, I took this as my cue to introduce them.
“Liam, Nate, Nate, Liam” I said
They did that guy hand shake that all guys seem to know, it was ridiculous.
“Is Zayn here?” I asked Liam
“Nah not yet he’s on his way”
“Oh okay” I replied. I started to feel nervous again and I think Nate noticed because he put his arm around me and I instantly felt a little better.
He leant down a little and whispered into my ear “Wanna dance?”
I held back another shiver and silently nodded at Nate
He grabbed my arm and started pulling me towards the small crowd of people dancing, I turned and yelled out to the boys,
“I’ll talk to you lads later” I said winking
Nate suddenly stopped and I nearly ran into his back, he turn around and put his hands on my waist, I put my arms around his neck and we started moving in a slow circle as the music had just slowed down.
Nate smiled at me and I swear I melted a little because it was a full on smile that showed his dimples. I internally sighed; we danced like this for around 10 minutes.
That’s when the music picked up, me and Nate started getting more into it, I threw my hands in the air and turned around so Nate was dancing behind me with his hands on my hips and Nate pulled me even closer so it was impossible to not brush against him every time I moved.
I glanced around the room and saw the boys dancing as well not far away from us, I felt a smile appear on my face watching them, I turned back around so I was facing Nate and that’s when I looked over Nate’s shoulder and spotted Zayn walking in.
“Zayn just walked in” I told Nate
I couldn’t help the smile that came onto my face; I had missed my best friend.
I grabbed Nate’s arm and started dragging him to meet Zayn when Nate pulled me back and I nearly tripped over my own feet!
I turned around and frowned at Nate “Why did you that?” I demanded
“I’m gonna grab a drink and talk to the other guys, I just thought it would be better if you could give Zayn that warning you were worrying about earlier” he said with a small smile on his face.
He knows me too well I thought, I grabbed him for a hug and whispered “thank you”
I turned around and walked towards Zayn who’s back was now to me, when I was close enough I jumped on his back which is something I didn’t think through because it proved to be rather difficult in a dress.
Zayn grabbed me by putting his hands under my thighs to hold me up and turned around with an amused smile playing on his face.
“ZAYN” I yelled right into his ear.
He winced and moved his head away from me and playfully glared at me
“Karma” I said with a smirk on my face.
He laughed and let me down and turned around to give me a full proper hug, I wrapped my arms around his neck and tightened my grip on him and buried my face into the space between his shoulder and neck and inhaled, it was scent I would recognise anywhere, it was a mix of deodorant, body wash and a bit of cologne, the overall smell of Zayn. I hadn’t realized till then how much I had missed him. He squeezed me back just as tight and buried his face into my hair, I think we just stayed like that for two minutes which people must have found weird but it’s just what Zayn and I did when we hadn’t seen each other for awhile.
I un-wrapped my arms from his neck and pulled back at the same time he did, we just smiled at each other stupidly.
“How come you’re here so late?” I asked him
“Well I left a little later then I was supposed to and traffic was a nightmare” he said
“Oh okay… Well there’s someone here I want you to meet…” I trailed of nervously
“Who?” Zayn asked curiously
“Nate” I said quietly looking at the floor, afraid of his reaction
I felt his hand under my chin as he lifted my face to his.
“Bianca” he drew out. “Look at me” he whispered
I looked at him and bit my lip nervously; suddenly Zayn pulled me in for another hug.
“Why are you nervous Bee?” he asked
“I’m not nervous” I responded instantly
He looked at me like get real I know you, which is when he said “Bianca you always bite your lip when you’re nervous or upset and I’m hoping it’s the latter” he said seriously looking into my eyes.
“I just felt bad because I didn’t warn you Nate was coming because it was last minute and I didn’t want you to get mad or be upset and I’m really sorry” I blurted out, I took a deep breath and waited for Zayns reaction.
“Silly girl, now who worries too much?” He said teasingly
“Shut up” I muttered shoving him slightly, I looked up at him and said “Your okay though? I mean we’re okay? Cause I know tonight it was like our time to hang and-”
“Bianca its fine!” He said with a genuine smile on his face.
I let out a breath I didn’t realize I had been holding in.
“Besides tomorrow I’m taking you out so we can hang then” He continued
“Well what if I have plans?” I said jokingly
“Well you would drop them anyway just to hang out with me” he said with a wink.
“Ahh there’s the cocky arrogant Zayn I know and love” I said teasingly
“Shut up” he replied
“Oh gosh I’m so hurt” I said dramatically with a hand over heart.
“Whatever” he said, he linked arms with me said “Lead the way to Nate” he ordered mockingly
“Yes sir!” I said back mockingly
I looked around and spotted Nate talking with Niall and led Zayn there, Nate’s back was to us so when I was close enough I removed my arm from Zayns and zapped him in his weak spot near his ribs.
He jumped in the air and turned around with a glare on his face.
“You’re. Dead” he said he grabbed me and pulled towards him and started tickling me. “NO!” I screamed I quickly jumped behind Zayn and peaked over his shoulder.
I saw Nate giving me look, oh crap I still need to introduce them I realized.
“Zayn meet Nate, Nate this is Zayn” I said walking around Zayn to stand next to Nate.
They did the guy handshake and then sort of seized each other up; well this is awkward I thought, I looked at Niall who seemed to be thinking the same thing.
“Soooooo…” Niall drew out.
I looked at both Zayn and Nate, trying to figure out their expressions when Zayn turned to me and said, “I’m gonna find Harry and Lou because I haven’t talked to them yet and I wanna see if their wearing their punishment for losing the bet” he said with humor in his voice. He then turned to Nate and said “It’s good to finally meet you”, Nate nodded and said “Same here”.
“If I don’t see you for the rest of the night I’ll tell you now I’m picking you up tomorrow at 11:30 since I know you like to sleep in” he said with a wink.
“Ha Ha” I said sarcastically “You’re the same!”
He shrugged his shoulders as if to say ‘so? ‘And then he leant in and kissed me on the cheek and my heart was beating so loudly I was sure everyone could hear it. He wrapped his arms around me giving me another hug and said “Pretty dress by the way” and walked towards Harry and Lou giving me a last wave, I’m sure if I could blush I would be blushing furiously by now. I turned to Nate and Niall who were busy talking about soccer but I noticed Nate seemed to be clenching his jaw and he only did that when he was angry, it’s probably nothing and I brushed the thought away.
Niall went to get a drink and mingle with some of the other guest and Nate grabbed my arm and pulled me to a now empty couch, I was about to sit down next to him when he grabbed me and pulled me down onto his lap, I let out a yelp and smacked his chest with my hand and said “Nate!”
“What?” he asked with a very prominent smirk on his face, I so badly wanted to wipe that smirk off his face and went to get up but he wrapped his arms around my waist holding me down and put his chin on my shoulder.
I sighed. Leave it to Nate to do this I thought grumpily, I looked and saw Zayn with a glare on his face, I looked back in surprise, who was he glaring at? It looked like he was looking at me? But it can’t be. I’ll just remember to ask him later I thought to myself.
I looked back at Nate who seemed to be quite pleased with himself, I frowned at him but he just ignored me and looked around the room.
That’s when Harry showed up, “Bee! I want you to meet one of my friends I was telling you about!”
I smirked at Nate because now he had to let me go, he reluctantly unwrapped his arms from my waist and I got up. Harry must have been really impatient because apparently I was not moving fast enough for his liking so he grabbed my arm and pulled me behind him.
“So which friend am I meeting?” I asked him.
“Remember Mongi?” he asked
“Yeah sure, you wouldn’t shut up about her” I teased; I think Harry likes her but I’m not sure.
We stopped in front of a really cute couple, that’s when Harry spoke
“Bianca this is my good friend Mongi and Mongi this is Zayns Bianca”
I looked at Harry questioningly when he said ‘Zayns Bianca’ but he was too busy starring at Mongi to realize.
I then looked at the girl in front of me, she had an exotic look about her, and she definitely had very good taste in fashion by the looks of it.
“Hi! It’s so nice to finally meet you!” She said and gave me a hug
Wow she’s friendly I thought with a smile
“Same here” I replied
Someone cleared their throat so I looked that way to find an attractive looking boy next to her but something seemed off about him, I couldn’t quite put my finger on it though, I shrugged it off and turned to Mongi and looked at her questioningly.
“This is my boyfriend, Adrian” Mongi said and wrapped her arms around his waist.
I saw Harrys hand clench into a fist at that from the corner of my eye, I squeezed his hand reassuringly and saw him relax and he threw me a small smile but it seemed force.
I thought I could give Harry and Mongi some alone time so I turned to Adrian and said “Do you wanna go grab a drink from the kitchen?”
“Sure” He said with a smile, he turned to Mongi and kissed her on the cheek and said “Be back soon babe”
We started walking away and I turned back around to wink at Harry and nodded my head in Mongis direction. He gave a grateful smile and I continued walking to the kitchen.
When we got to the kitchen we both got some cokes and I was glad that he saw someone he recognised and went over to talk to them, well one awkward conversation avoided I thought to myself. Sipping my coke I looked around the room and jumped when someone’s hands covered my eyes and whispered into my ear “Guess who?”
I rolled my eyes even though he couldn’t see, “Zayn I know it’s you” I stated.
“You’re no fun” he said pouting.
I just stared at him.
“What?” He asked
“No-nothing” I stammered, I cursed myself internally, I just got so distracted when he started pouting, he looked so cute! I couldn’t help it. I shook my head; I shouldn’t be having these thoughts.
“So where we going tomorrow?” I said changing the subject quickly
“It’s a surprise” He said smiling
I rolled my eyes and said “Why am I not surprised”.
Zayns eyes suddenly narrowed, I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion and then felt someone’s arm on my shoulder, I looked up and it was Nate.
I looked back at Zayn and tried to figure out if he was narrowing his eyes at Nate, I’ll talk to him tomorrow I decided.
“Bianca, we should head off its getting late.” Nate said
I looked at him and said “Really?” I turned my head around looking for a clock on the wall and realized it was nearing 1 am, wow that was fast I thought to myself.
I was about to answer Nate when Zayn interrupted,
“You guys came together?” He asked
“Uh yeah Nate gave me a ride” I said shrugging my shoulders.
My eyes widened when I realized what I said and I looked at Zayn who looked a little hurt so I carried on quickly “ He picked me up against my will and wouldn’t let me drive” I blurted out.
Zayn relaxed a little and I looked at Nate who raised his eyebrows at me, I shook my head slightly so he knew not to ask now, he seemed to get the message and nodded silently.
“So I guess we should get going then” I said
I stepped out from Nate’s arms and wrapped Zayn in a hug.
“See you tomorrow” I whispered
He shivered and brought his head back a little and kissed me on the forehead.
“tomorrow.” He said with a small smile on his face.
I stepped away from Zayn and Nate said “C’mon lets go say bye to everyone else” He started walking away and I followed him and turned around to give Zayn a last wave.
We said bye to Nialler and Liam and found Louis and Harry by the door saying bye to some other guests.
“Bye guys! Thanks for the great party!” I said hugging them both
They hugged me back tightly.
“Guys….Can’t breathe…” I said breathlessly
They laughed and let go and did the guy handshake with Nate.
Nate threw his arm around me as we waited for the elevator.
“So that was an interesting party” he stated.
I looked up at him and said “It sure was”
He smiled at me and said “Piggy back?”
“Thought you’d never ask”
I jumped on his back and rested my chin on his shoulder and closed my eyes.
He held me up as he walked to the car with me on his back and put me in the passenger side and even put my seatbelt on for me.
I smiled and murmured “Thanks”. I was feeling pretty sleepy by then and rested my head on the window and shut my eyes. The last thing I remember was Nate saying “You’re welcome Boo”.